Wednesday, July 25, 2007
hI do learn from failure
I'll improve and be a better conductor in future..
Sorry to all that have suffered cuz of me.. Although i don't mean it, and i tried my very best in getting the tempo, my brain failed me.. And as sorry as i am, i cant forget the fact that i can only cue in correctly after so many tries and i messed up the band for more than 5 times...
Yes.. I'm disappointed..
If i hadn't put in effort, i wouldn't have cared.. But i did so it hurt like hell...
It hurts more when you feel that people are not happy with you even when u tried your best..
I may not be the best, but i put in my best efforts..
so forgive me
music
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 8:36 PM!
Monday, July 23, 2007
It hurts when you are scolded in a canteen by a teacher
Hurts more when you're scolded cuz of a shirt that is not printed to satisfaction
Hurts even more when you are the only one who was scolded and when there was a reason why things were done that way..
with no explaination, even apologies weren't accepted.. What can i do? Haix...
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 8:47 PM!
Saturday, July 21, 2007
what can i do to make you mine
fallen so hard, so fast tis time
wad did i sae, wad did u do
how did i fall in love with you?
Yesterday, nothing went right...
It was the second time dar flared up at me though it only lasted less than 5 secs like las time. Last time was cuz i kept mentioning my ex and for a moment, he felt inferior and told me not to talk bout my ex in a harsh tone. A sudden wave of shock and sadness filled me. And he apologised after knowing i felt sad..
Yesterday, we went to woodlands cuz he wanted to bring me somewhere but when we reach there, turned out that E bus wasn't there. So he decided to bring me to the beautiful park at marina bay.. Had a nice slp on the MRT. =] But turned out that E park was down for renovation.. He wanted to walk all the way back to the mrt but it's so long so i wanted a bus ride. He looked so upset so i thought he don't wanna take E bus and even chided him gently for wanting to walk such a long way back. He got kinda mad and say "it's not that lah!" then i found out that it was cause everything failed and he felt like a failure.. Then i told him "perhaps today God wans me to bring u somewhere instead" And we went to China town to shop for cheongsam.
China town was cool~ We went around shopping for cheongsam. Then got one indian guy scammed us! He said tailoring one need ard two hundred plus.. Where got so ex! Then we went to eat ah balling glutinious rice balls and oyster egg! YUM! It's only when we were going home that we found a shop selling beautiful cheongsams which were below $100. =] And we realise China Town oso got sex shops! OMG.. Throughout the whole trip, we passed by 2. LOLx.
And yesterday, there were a lot of BYs! Had such grea fun playing BYSMS. LOLX. And always is i spot de! LOLX.
It's not bout where you go, but who you go out with that makes it all worthwhile..
Was sick todae.. Dar came over to surprise me with soup and herbal tea. =] thkx dar...
Btw, yesterday tot sarah was mad at me but turned out she wasn't.. But got such a great shocked when she said "i don't wish to comment. It's getting riduculous". Dunno leh.. A bit confused.. I'm quite sure it was directed at me.. But she said it was not.. So nvm lahx. =]
*I'm a happy gal*
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 4:17 PM!
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Todae is officially sausage day!
Ate cheese hotdog, 2 big hotdogs from cold storage and a taiwan hotdog! YUM YUM~! There's always a reason why E cheese hotdog at E cinema taste better! The cheese prac ooze into ur mouth when u bite it and it's not as salty as the cold storage one so u won't grow sick of it! LOLx.
Went to Great World to watch Harry Potter! Ok.. The movie wasn't tat great... But i guess it's the people who watched it with u that makes it meaningful. =]
*i love wearing big brown coats*
Yesterday went over to study at ToFu's hse! =] Had fun studying and drinking tons of green tea.. Plus helping him choose clothes for the dinner he's going to.. Ok... I cant help but keep tinking how great he looks.. And it's great to know that his family don't hate me or anything.. lolx.
His brother's car rock! It's a black sports car which can really speed! OMG.. E feeling is so cool~! But it's very dangerous. LOLx.
ok.. I tink i'm going to be sick.. =[ shall drink more water..
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 8:25 PM!
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
I thought band would never be that fun anymore. But today, i felt otherwise! I've never had so much fun~! With daniel as the conductor and clarence, cass and me as percussion players, music was neer as fun as b4!
Though we were like making noise, it came with rhythm and feel. We were trying to create "stories" with the sounds. IT'S SO FUN~!
I LOVE BAND
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 9:33 PM!
Saturday, July 07, 2007
Ok.. So i met his whole family...
I met his brother, sis, ah ma and maid long ago.
Yesterday, went to his hse to watch constantine and bleach. His dad came back unexpectedly. We were stunned. I only managed to say hello as he remained stunned. We practically froze.
As we were going to leave E hse, we heard a male's voice. His dad and mum were suppose to be at a dinner function already. When we walked out, we saw his uncle. And when he extended his hand, i gave him a firm handshake. LOLx.
Today, i met his mum at the bus stop and though he asked me to hide, i went out to greet his mother. LOLx. And i hope she have a good first impression of me or things would be pretty difficult in future.
I love magic tricks and i love eating ice lollies with u. Esp those with jelly in them. =]
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:55 PM!
Friday, July 06, 2007
what a hectic week!
funny how love can be..
But somehow i tink E concept of love changes with time.
When i was younger, loving someone had been an easy task. But now, it comes with many consequences and responsibilities.
And as time goes by, one realises love does not get hurt that much if love is bittersweet. Sufficient sugar makes the coffee taste better compared to excessive sugar.
And maybe it's time to control my increasingly bad temper. =[ I'm a happy girl~
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 3:39 PM!
