Sunday, April 29, 2007
I can't believe i felt so comfortable listening to him tok.. Though i get a little jittery when he's near.. Maybe it's cause of all E past bad experiences? I'm so afraid of a relationship but he's so nice and all...I cant help but jz smile.. lolx.. TOUFU! OMG.. And he act feels E same way bout me. LOLX. so that's called love? A kind of thing tat comes so naturally and occurs to 2 ppl who are suited for each other? Haix.. But i'm still scared.. We click so well tat i'm scared.. Cuz I WANNA GO FOR IT.. But i'm so friggin scared.. Shit...
SYF is coming! Shall work hard hard! LOLX. If SYF is coming, shows that june hol is coming and it means tat havoc time is coming! OMG.. I feel tat saturdays and sundays are over too soon. =[ I dun even feel tat i got a break! OMG. LOLx. And before E hol, i shall get back my study spirit! YEAH!!! And to get that spirit back, i shall start studying! YEAH! Never give up!
I love band outings.. =]
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 8:44 PM!
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Was i even that tired? It's been so long since i've stopped waking up in the middle of the night. And i even took a nap just now.. OH NO! I'm turning into a sleepy pig?
I've just came back from band camp last night. IT WAS FANTASTIC. Very unlike CSS band camps. The band camp there was more relaxed? And more fun! We watch a very cool movie and played bridge til 3am in the morning. Then me and Huay Ning talked to Christofle and mike (and rabbit) til very late. I love playing bridge with huayning, christofle and rabbit! LOLX. And rabbit is SO CUTE! LOLx.
The food was fantastic. canadian pizzas, KFC, roti prata. OMG. Christofle really know how to pamper the band. And last night, we played the number game. Luckily Christofle was before me and he was damn unlucky so he kept drinking the disgusting conoction as he kept guessing E number that was set. LOLX.
I love sleeping time! There's air con and i was sleeping damn peacefully. LOLX. Just that i woke up at bout 6am and went to the toilet alone as Huayning was sleeping too soundly to be awoken. It's not that creept though. LOLX.
I GONNA PRACTISE HARDER! I WANNA DEPEND ON CHRISTOFLE NO MORE! Felt so helpless without him helping me play some parts. Where's that fighting spirit of mine? Shall make E best out of the SYF!
Phototaking was SHOCKING. Alex pushed my head down.. O_0" And i cant see my face in the candid pic? lol. And we were egging christofle to sit with G. lolx. But he ended up beside me lahx. So sad. Shall try harder next time. =}
Anyway, good luck to christofle cuz perhaps G likes him? lolx. He was damn freaked out. So farni.
GONNA GO STUDY LE. lookin forward to monday cuz it's MOVIE day. lolx. tata.
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 5:46 PM!
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Ok.. That kitty next door ate my lovely flowers.. But what can i do? I love animals more than flowers... *frowns* And if i tell E next door auntie, i cant see that cute kitty anymore! SOBX!
I quarrelled with my mum 2 days ogo and now ok le. So fast. But actually i'm still kinda pissed but i cant ignore her when she talks to me right? *shakes head* Just cant stay mad when others make E first move.
And i love hanging out with sarah and evan! Yest, after my stupid band prac with an insulting conductor and after their councillor meeting, we went to westmall, ate pasta mania and made a badge with our pic. LOLX. It looks pretty nice~! yay.. Then we went to bobo's hse and slack. I LOVE BUBBLE GUMS AND FORTUNE TELLING. It turns out that i meant something to that someone i like. It's been such a long time since i actually felt that kind of feeling le. That kind of stoning feel when he looks right at me and that kind of heart thumping feeling when he's close and near. Oh my goodness. But it's ok. As long as i meant something, i don't have to be with him. And i know i can never be with me. So i'll just wait quietly? =]
I LOVE e MOVIE "BRING IT ON"! And all of a sudden i felt left out.. Cuz i really wanna join cheerleading but there's no vacancy. Plus, evan and sarah are in cheerleading and stuff.. Somehow i felt kinda weird. But it's ok..
AND CSS GOT A GOLD DURING SYF! The judges were damn strict bout it lor. Even yu hua sec did not get gold with honours this year. That mean CSS is comparable with E gd band le. And with the strict judging, i tink JJ die lioax. *shake head*
And NGEE ANN POLY sounds pretty fun.. Their camps are so damn cool! I wish i can organise a camp too! Zi ying was like telling me her experiences last night. LOLX. The NIGHTWALK was damn freaky. I would have been scared if i had to do it. LOLX.
And seha came bac to jj tat day to watch E soccer match. I saw a lot of ppl like jia qi and june too. =]
btw, jen lost her HP.. Haix. Then i saw her cried for E first time.. Haix.. She's so strong. She never wears her sadness on her sleeve. Haix.. I WANNA BE LIKE HER!
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 10:16 AM!
