Thursday, March 29, 2007
Music really makes my world go round. Now i finally know i cant survive without music.. LOLx. And it's like E only thing that can make me truly happy without E aid of others... YAY! So the problem now is to make JJ band become a gold band... This could be hard... Considering the lack of motivation of the band. There's practically no sense of urgency...
I HATE ANYONE WHO INSULTS CMB OR MR TAN. watch it.. Haix.. I missed CMB.. thou i feel happy with music, i feel betta with cmb.. At least i noe E ppl there are much more motivated and there is a pushing force... And there's directions! i miss cmb so badly...
PRAC, PRAC, PRAC!
one of my classmates have hyperventilation today.. But he's recovering from it le. So it's ok. But it's damn worrying i guess.. If i was there's i don't even noe how to react.
I fought with LY again. I cant stand it le.. I really cant. Ignorance.. When a gal says "I'm already getting used to life without u" to a guy who "likes" her, imagine how E gal will feel when E guy says "Good tat u are getting used to it. Cuz i cant be theer for u all E time. You shd learn to be independent of me." It was like a slap on my face.. And i'm damn MAD.
Haix.. guess it's time to do hmwk le...
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 8:42 PM!
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Scorpios tend to search for the perfect partner.. I guess i'm a scorpio who is actually imagining my owbn perfect person, trying to match dreams with reality. In my mind, i unconsciously psychoed myself to believe a certain someone is great but when i'm met with the truth, everything falls back into place again...
Everything tastes SO BLAND! It's so gross.. ewwwwww... And i missed tennis try outs today! GOODNESS.... I'm regretting like hell...
I guess everyone feels lonely sometimes.. I just tend to get more lonely than others. It's time to find my own happiness instead of relying on others.. And it's time to learn that imperfections are GREAT.
It's always time to study! OoPs.. I'm so random.. CHEEROS!
I missed the feeling of being happy with you...
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 5:57 PM!
Sunday, March 25, 2007
遥望着你背影
有孤单太苍白
我多么想陪着你
走过人山人海
当天空变灰白
你的忧伤澎湃
我多么想走进你
紧锁的心海
我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你希望你快乐
你的难过都给我
关于你的一切我都
好好收藏着
等你有一天能感觉到我
就算我在你世界
渺小像一颗尘埃
我也会给你我所有的光和热
我鼓起勇气呐喊
你要听得见
我不许你再孤单
要你拥抱我给的温暖
This song is so nice~!
Went to eat ZINGER burger with Ziying yesterday! Yum yum~! But my muscles are aching like mad as i accompany zi ying to NP to buy laptop. LOLX.
So touched last night! MY "DADDY'S" GREAT! Instead of feeling bothered by my constant questioning, he said he feels guilty for not able to help him cuz he's always busy. LOLX.
I LOVE BANANAS!
woke up this morning feeling so creeped out as E memory at THAT night came flowing back.. I HATE E feeling of being "touched" and consoled by that someone.. HAIX. Instant repel. GOSH. Should have leaped off E floor there and then.. Now have phobia le.. *shakes head*
I NEED TO GET INTO e MOOD OF STUDYING!
And there's this poor friend of mine who is going to lose someone that meant something to her.. Haix.. I can't help but get worried bout her and hope she can be happy again..
*P.S If anyone know where to find songs to put inside E blog, can tell me pls? Thkx!
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 8:12 AM!
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Not wanting to lose this valuable piece of biology information, i've decided to put it in my blog! LOLX.
I guess love was not in the air afterall.. I think my friend's relationship is falling apart.. And both parties are pretty upset. Haix. Really hope they can work out great. They look pretty cute together!
TENNIS.
I was so stunned! LY is like so talented at sports! Though he runs like a girl and that pissed me off, he's badminton and tennis skills are shocking. I just learnt tennis today and once again, he is my teacher! Just like when he taught me badminton skills. LOLX. Can't believe that i'm being trained by a NOOB. He can whack very well~ LOLX. I was marvelling at his strength. I have even lesser strength than JEN! LOLX. I know LY was going easier on me as compared to Jen cuz i saw the red mark the ball left on Jen's thigh when she played with LY. SCARY.
And i bought myself a HOT PINK ITEM. LOLX. And i'm darn proud of it~ It really cheered me up! And i'm not gonna emo again!
SYF is coming.. I hope my juniors can play well~! *^_^* And i'm gonna watch the performance for sure and see their hard work pay off! GAMBATTE!
And perhaps i should get a tennis racket. A white one with red strings don't sound bad at all. LOLX.
And a happy bade to li xuan and pamela!!!
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 8:07 PM!
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
it's been so long since i've penned... and throughout this time, i've been in a 2 week relationship, tried a cocktail called sex on the beach, learnt majong, rode on an elephant and a horse, took a piture with a snake, went to a'famosa to try out the slides, bought tons of malacca choc, became "the pea princess" in a bird show, got into sajc and know a good fren, appealed back to jj, went to a chalet, ate a very nice plate of noodles which i'll reccommend to all, and lastly, missed everyone who left jj...
How i missed those good times.. Even my former classmates and i were separated. But i got to know i really gentle girl.
She's much more gentle than me. I was never gentle. I'm the noisy and rowdy girl who does not have a good figure nor a pretty face. But never once have i seen someone so gentle. Even when she's scolding "wa lau", she sounded so gentle. GENTLE is the ONLY word to describe her. Now i noe why i never had suitors.
I've been searching what true love means... Everlasting care? compromising?Or is it jz a special feeling 2 ppl have? I watched this taiwanese show called " wang zi bian qing wa" and i feel that love is a special thing. I've felt it strongly once.. And i know i'll never forget the taste of love.. But can someone really make me wanna lose my freedom and stick to him 4 ever? I wouldn't dare to dream of it cuz i'm never gentle.
Don't all guys like gentle gals? Will a guy like a noisy gal who likes to rara and crack jokes and speak in an uncouth way? I guess i wanna be gentle but i just haven't met someone who'll make me go all soft and small.. But it's ok i guess.. Being single's great. No worries, No problems, and No waste of time.
Though it gets lonely sometimes...
But there's always frenx!
And cheers to my social life. *smiles*
Frenx are the best remedy for sadness and lonliness..
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 5:25 PM!
