Saturday, January 13, 2007
I don't know why but everytime i get so happy when he smiled, so upset when he mentioned THE gal, and so worried when he feels umcomfortable. And even when i'm mad, after seeing his smile, my anger evaporated. I felt so happy and comfortable when we chat bout things and he looked so handsome though i know i'll never admit it.. Oh No. Wad is this?!
Went back to CMB yest! Then i took sectionals since ting ting, xin yi, edward and you jing all not there. Only left rafiq, lee ling, azril and charlotte. The sectonals was fun! We didn't actually played through the piece but we worked on the details and we perfected a page of music! IF they remembered to play like they did yesterday. I was so happy for them. And Azril sound so macho when he put in a lot of air into his instru. OMG!!! Hahax. And he's improving lor. Felt so touched when they asked me to go back again and motivate em and stuff. Hahax. They can play well if they tried!
But i felt really down lor! when Ivan scolded the band. But i felt like a part of the band again.. I really felt so upset. Not angry.. But worried and sad. It's so heart-clenching! Haix... But i still believe in motivating em.. I hope this 2-prong apprach is gonna work. Hahax.. And i hope they'll really get a gold for SYF!!!
I dunno why but i felt a pang of sadness when i saw her.. Afterall, she caused me much pain. Not that i hate her.. But i felt really upset. HAhax.. But i guess it's all over and i'm finally able to let it all go! Except for that tini weeny part.. Just gotta learn to face her again... From her sec 1 til now, i've never been able to face her.. SO I MUS GAMBATTE!
OMG.. He's so shuai...
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 8:22 AM!
