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Monday, January 22, 2007

OMG.. I've been a nuisance again! Haix.. And in the end, things end up the way I didn't imagine... And all along it was this stupid arguement.. In the end, we start off where we left.. Which was a BONUS! I thought things would end with us being enemies considered how upset i was and in the end, we talked it over.. I didn't noe he can invert E whole situation, making me gawk in awe and somewhat frightened.. But all was well...

AND THERE GOES MY ICE CREAM.

If i hadn't been moody, tat inch of fat wouldn't have came knocking at my waist. -_-" OK.. I'm a glutton. Hahax. Cuz i'm moody! And playing with Zi ying at the swing was cool lorx! And super moody. Hahax.

Then yest i went to zi ying's hse oso and she gave me a pink top. OMG. i love it lorx! Gonna wear tis sat go OG outing and stun everyone. Hahahahax..

Not moody le thkx to my super fren who managed to turn things all over. Hahax.. Yay! Life rocks!

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 8:20 PM!

Saturday, January 20, 2007

I felt so miserable all of a sudden when i'm told i have to leave E BBQ and go home. I didn't wanna leave and as soon as i did that, i missed my friends. I never knew i cant have that kind of feeling again and i really missed them. When Fang hui, Jen, zi ying and bobo sent me all E way to my dad's car, i felt so honoured to have such friends. And once again, it hurts me so when i know they're sure to leave me after E first 3 mths. They are so dear to me, all my OG frenz. And nevertheless, i loved them so...

We played E card games and i thought of many disgusting forfeits. I'm E WITCH of E group as i plot out all the terrible things people have to do as forfeit. Fropm touching another guy's smooth legs to feeding another person, E game brought endless laughter and fun! HAHAHAX. We even tried extreme gourmet by mixing up E food. HAHAHAX. That was gross but truly fascinating..

And in E morning, i met chin how for brunch b4 hitting E arcade. Zi ying came shortly after and i tried to play dancing steps with chin how. I danced like a NOOB. But nevertheless, i felt so happy. Chin how and i were waiting for combo one at long john silver cuz when we reached there, only breakfast was available. Hahax.. I realised that 2 can have heart to heart talks but 3 can really create E laughter.

He BBQ was great fun! We fed each other and ate burnt food. Hahax.. LEONARD IS GOOD AT BBQ. His chicken wings are fab! Hahax.. And bobo like to stick packets of chilli sauce on his face. Hahax. He's so cute! E guys damn man lor! They set up E fire. Hahahahahahahahax. I really like my OG!!!

And i'm gonna design E OG tee! OMG. This is E first time i'm designing a shirt for someone to wear lor. Hahax. And i'm just about to own my first designed striped shirt. YIPEE! And of course, leonard is helping me with the design! hahax. I really like my OG~! (how many times have i said that?)

ok lah! GTG rest le. Tml still gotta do hmwk. Hahahax. tata.. And good nitex!

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 9:41 PM!

Thursday, January 18, 2007

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The 7 of us went to watch death note 2 yest! It was fab! Hahahahax.. Even better than death note one. MISA IS DAMN PRETTY! But damn stupid too! Hahaax.. OMG.. And i love ryuk! He's E most uprighteous shinigami! Yay!
Must thk zi ying cuz she lent me $5 so i can eat caramel popcorn! Hahax... And must thk chin how for lending me money to watch E movie. YAY!
YESTERDAY WAS FUN!

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:56 PM!

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JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:53 PM!

Saturday, January 13, 2007

I don't know why but everytime i get so happy when he smiled, so upset when he mentioned THE gal, and so worried when he feels umcomfortable. And even when i'm mad, after seeing his smile, my anger evaporated. I felt so happy and comfortable when we chat bout things and he looked so handsome though i know i'll never admit it.. Oh No. Wad is this?!

Went back to CMB yest! Then i took sectionals since ting ting, xin yi, edward and you jing all not there. Only left rafiq, lee ling, azril and charlotte. The sectonals was fun! We didn't actually played through the piece but we worked on the details and we perfected a page of music! IF they remembered to play like they did yesterday. I was so happy for them. And Azril sound so macho when he put in a lot of air into his instru. OMG!!! Hahax. And he's improving lor. Felt so touched when they asked me to go back again and motivate em and stuff. Hahax. They can play well if they tried!

But i felt really down lor! when Ivan scolded the band. But i felt like a part of the band again.. I really felt so upset. Not angry.. But worried and sad. It's so heart-clenching! Haix... But i still believe in motivating em.. I hope this 2-prong apprach is gonna work. Hahax.. And i hope they'll really get a gold for SYF!!!

I dunno why but i felt a pang of sadness when i saw her.. Afterall, she caused me much pain. Not that i hate her.. But i felt really upset. HAhax.. But i guess it's all over and i'm finally able to let it all go! Except for that tini weeny part.. Just gotta learn to face her again... From her sec 1 til now, i've never been able to face her.. SO I MUS GAMBATTE!

OMG.. He's so shuai...

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 8:22 AM!

Thursday, January 11, 2007

would you choose to have fun but experience sadness or would you keep your happiness and just don't have fun?

I chose the latter..

Today had so much fun playing truth or dare. HAHAHAHA. Pure bliss! And i love ice blended mocha with whipped cream. Hahax.

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 9:26 PM!

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

It's a wonder what happiness can do to someone~ I remember seeing myself all pale and awful when i first entered E school, totally heartbroken by E misfortunes that befell me. And now, it's all bubbly and smiles and a radiant glow. Hahax. I love my OG mates and I missed all my Sec sch frenx!

That day i went back to CSS to sell E JJC carnival tickets and i realised i missed my teachers. I talked to Ms janet tay for very long and i realise she can never be replaced.. Haix. I really tink she's a very good Friend-teacher. Haix...

And when i listened to the lectures, i missed my teachers instantly... Those teachers that made me feel so secure and safe that all will be well.. I'm so used to their teaching methods. Haix. And now, i'm lost in the midst of lectures and a confusing life. Haix. Now then i realise my sec sch chers meant so much to me.

But i met a lot of nice ppl. Guys who would just treat u and be all gentlemanly. I'm surprised such guys actually exist.. hahax.

Todae, I tried out a lot of CCAs. Hahax. Cuz it's CCA DAY! I cant play squash for nuts and though i sort of can pass at air rifle, it wasn't fantastic. Hahax. And tat rife is so heavy! And you gotta load a bullet at a time! So ma fan. Then dance try out was crazy! It was all stretching and stuff! It felt like yoga though. Hahax. I like modern dance but not CHINESE DANCE.

And we dedicated a song to our OGLs todae. Though no one really heard it. Hahax. So sad!

PC was great! I've grown a lot more muscular. Hahax. Yay~!

LIFE IS GREAT.

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 9:18 PM!

Monday, January 08, 2007

look carefully! It's the helium filled balloons tat were left at the hall after the JJ night. Very nice!

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:47 PM!

That's the present our OGL gave us! VERY nice lorx! I love it! It's a jig saw puzzle with wishes at the back of every piece for everyone!

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:46 PM!

FUNNY FACES!

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:44 PM!

Yay~! That's xin yu beside me! Another one of my OGL! she was the caring one who lent ziying her sleeping bag tat day! So nice!

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:44 PM!

That's nilawan, wute, ziying and me! Wu te is another one of my OGL. She's very brainy de. Hahax. And she can get very high oso. Hahax..

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:42 PM!

That's me and seha! She still look very sexy right? Hahax.

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:41 PM!

That's chin hua and me! He's a commonwealthian! Hahax. And he's really easy to talk to! He's one of my OGL~!

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:41 PM!

ziying and me! Hahax.. Her glasses very nice. Pink pink de. Hahax.

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:40 PM!

This is me and cheryl! She can get very high during E cheers. hahax.

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:39 PM!

that's me and jenmey! She very kawaii right? Hahax.

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:38 PM!

that's me and kai sim! We call her happy(kai xing)!

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:37 PM!

This is my OG group members. Some of em~ The guy is loon yuan and jenmey is eating lollipop! and that's nilawan in yellow!

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:36 PM!

Saturday, January 06, 2007

JJC camp was so fun! I love my OGLs (orientation group leaders)! They are great!

I never knew a camp can be so fun! Although E school is old and the structure of the buildings and toilets are weird, i enjoyed it a whole lot! Hahax. And E water even stopped coming when i was half way through my bath for the first night! Then i had to squeeze E soap out of my hair and wait for the water to come!

I have the best OG mates! They were great! Even E guys are great! Except for one who is really scary! Who would like someone who grabs girls very roughly and keep poking their butts with his shoe? If is accidently is ok lor. But 3-4 times within an hr is too much rite? My OG mates are so nice to talk too! And even little things like who like who can keep us talking for days!

And i met Jenmey! Sihui's pri sch fren. She's really nice! I like her company and all~ It's really easy to talk to her. I felt all girly again~ We were like discussing the guy's leg hair at night. Hahax. And i was so touched when she thked me during one of E emotional sessions. We're suppose to thk a person from each group lorx.

The dancing was great and really fun! JJ night was way too cool~! I felt so free and so emotional! All the songs make me wanna cry but i held back. JJ night was all fun, sweat and tears. And lun yuan damn nice lor. He very gentlemanly. Hahax. Got one movement is guy mus put his hands on E gal's waist de. All E guys took adv of E gals lor. But he never. HAHAX. I felt so free when i dance! And christina, one of E councillors, is really good at dancing!

The water games was so ewwwww at first and so wow at last~! It's all soap,water, dough, sweat and fun! Hahax. E dough like sticking on to jenmey's hair lorx! Hahax. I love water bombs!!! And cheering session was like crazy! I love it like hell!

For E second night, we all slept in E hall mahx den it's after JJ night so got a lot of helium filled balloons at E ceilling lor. Then at night they flosted around den finally came down. Hahax. The sight was pretty! Though a balloon bumped into my head and woke me up.. *shake head* But E air con at the hall made it so easy to fall asleep!

OH NO! so madly in love with camp! E OGLs all so caring. Zi ying lost her slping bag on E first day lorx. Den one of E OG lent her her slping bag. Then the OGLs never slp for the 2 nights lor! And they always like let us eat first and cater to our needs. They also let us bathe first lor. Not only are they damn caring, they're really nice to talk to!!! And leonard(OGL) was so good at telling lame jokes and GHOST STORIES. OMG... We were like listening to him at mos burger(JP). We having OG lunch mahx. Den he kena cheated when he bought a burger with no bread. Hahax. He got one of those veggie ones. Damn funny lorx.

Chin hua(OGL) from CSS de so really very nice to talk to. Though he like spend very little time with us cuz he's food attach, he really very nice sia! And he gave me a "lyoe feeling". Hahax. I think he look like lyoe lorx!

Wu te(OGL) like lame jokes too! Some of her jokes damn funny! Love it man!

Very little interaction with xin yu(OGL) but she very caring! She was the one who lent her sleeping bag to ZI ying!

Bobo(OGL) very funny! He is tat kind like shy shy at first but very fun when he sort of get hyper. Hahax. Then he looks like he's very active de. Hahax.He very thin lorx!

Though i met so many new frenx, i still missed my old ones.. Haix.. Really hope can see em soon...

I LOVE e CAMP!

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:35 PM!

Monday, January 01, 2007

San jie, er jie and my whole famly went to the countdown near E merlion. And we can see the esplanade! The night view was lovely. But the irritating thing was the crowd! And E fireworks that was released during national day was better than this one! I just don't like to get touched here and there by strangers. Especially strangers who pushed! Suddenly, i felt like sitting some where high where i can look at the crowd, feel the night breeze, view the wonderful night scenery and sip a glass of red wine.. Pure luxury. That would have better than the pushing crowd!

Ever wonder how 7 people can fit into a car with only 5 seats? It's really cool~ And i was surprised we survived it. Hahax.

We went to lao pa sat for dinner. I love japanese cuisine! Hahax.. YUMMY!

At the morning, san jie and me went to a church service with my sis and after that, we went to a picnic with her cell group. It was fun! I got to know a lot of people and they're really fun! Hahax. We played frisbee and fruity ball and captain's ball.. It was great!

Happy new year to all~!

JiaMin GROwLEd @ 5:44 PM!