Friday, December 22, 2006
The moment i saw C, i sat frozen. I tried to smile and say hi but C just walked past cooly. For a second, it felt like E day we were caught on the stairs---scared and confused. Then i felt nervous and sad. I felt like crying. And before i cried, i felt happiness radiating from me. God had granted my wish. God had seen me dreaming for days and weeks and finally, God had allowed me to see C.. I felt loved and happy. Though it didn't last and i probably don't matter to C, but i'm happy.
God loves me.
And it's time to repay God for i never deserved E kindness. It's time to be kind to all. God takes away things from you to make you sad and unhappy. But in return, God gives you much happiness. I was never a follower. But i believed there's God for he granted my heart's only desire and gave me the best christmas gift ever.
And God gave me a fren who told me that i was special and wanted. And God have me another fren who helps me with my problems though i am greatly worried for her own welfare. And God gave me another fren, who is now in China, who taught me the ways to be nice and to be accepted. God is great, isn't he?
Went out with Seha todae! It was great fun! We went shopping until my feet were aching and then we went to esplanade. It's been a long time since i went there. I loved every minute of it. It brought bac a lot of memories which filled my empty heart once again. And ACJC choir is singing christmas carols there. Hahax. I loved listening to em. Hahax. They're pretty good! Even the view from E roof top is cool~! And for a sec, i rmb that night. Seha and I wrote our wishes on this white ball and i hope our wishes will come true. Hahax. I would have written smth diff if there's not so many ppl behind me. We were sort of alone when we approached E stands but as we were writing, A LOT of ppl came. Hahax. We have sexy butts? Ice cream was great! Hahax.
And gals! Check out E road shows at orchard MRT station. There's tons of freebies that are pretty useful. Hahax. Women's weekly offers really good things. LOREAL PRODUCTS! Hahax.
**All i want for christmas is you~!
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 8:15 PM!
