Saturday, November 04, 2006
last night, i dreamt of shin goon again! But i woke up at 3am feeling nauseated and dizzy.. So creepy.. Last time someone told me that 3am is the most scary time of a day cuz spirits are strongest at this point in time.. The i could not get back to sleep because the pills i take will cause incomnia.. So i messaged someone and ended up wetting my pillow case.. I was feeling alright de.. But somehow,the more i say, the more i cry.. So perhaps i should start saying le.. Afterall, there's a saying: no man is ever worth a woman's tears.. But yet, i can't help it sometimes..
Perhaps it had all been a beautiful dream.. Perhaps all those are lies... Who knows? I guess i'll find out after my o levels. Afterall, this is not the time to be crying myself to sleep and wishing i do not have to take the examinations, right?
Way to go!
Gotta study social studies though i am kind of sure i won't do very well for it. =[ Time to dig out my lorms and see what i can do about it.. But i think i better forcus on my E math. Afterall, that's the subject i wanna count in.
After o levels, i will make sure i play til i die.. or perhaps, cry til i die.. wadever..
And it's so creepy.. My inner self is talking to me again! Last time when i was younger, it kept talking to me.. But it had gone for sometime.. Now it had came back again. Oh no! Am i too stressed for my own good?
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 1:36 PM!
