It's insecurity and confusion that made me wanna ask it. I noe running away from it won't help.. And i need to noe so i asked.. But what i didn't expect was that i can actually irritate someone in the process.. I was so hurt and shocked when i heard it that i cannot speak. I'm afraid if i speak, i'll start crying. So i kept quiet. And perhaps that is wrong too. Perhaps i shouldn't have asked.. Perhaps i shouldn't have cleared my doubts at all. It made me feel so dumb for asking something i never know. I hated the problem. I AM dealing with it.. But i thought a little support and understanding could be good.. Afterall, i'm just confused.. And i needed a whole lot of comfort then..
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 1:44 PM!
NOTE
I'm DreAmINg A FaSHioNiSt DreaM ANd An ACCounTanT DreaM~!
LiVE LiFe TO thE FuLLeST~
ME
SCHool Leavin' CSS JJC BirthDAE
10 NOV LuRVESsS
flowers like tulips,roses and ester lilies
the beach!
Japanese food & seafood
watch CARTOONS
adventure!!
listen and watch people play the piano
[[WiShLiSt]]
a digital camera
a laptop
have a slpover at fren's house a prom dress of my dreams~
a unique earphone (must be designed) a handphone
LOTS AND LOTS OF SALMON SASHIMI WITH WASABI AND SOY SAUCE
an ADIDAS jacket
for people to love me for who i am and not what they want me to be
listen and watch people play E piano for me on my bdae.. Smth classical or slow jazz?
HatEsS
feeling sick
feeling pressured
COCKROACHES
a meaningless life
being lied to
