Friday, November 03, 2006
I think my illness worsened.. felt so restless and tired.. And my nose is stuffed with mucus and all.. Yuck.. Cant even breathe and taste properly.. Hope this cold won't last very long.. Or i'll turn desparate.. *shake head*
Felt so hurt.. So cheated.. I felt as though i've never been loved and all along, i've been used as a tool and a toy.. I can't believe i'm lied to.. And was even blamed for the sufferings.. So it's my fault that i don't have security? So it's my fault for trusting the lies? So it's my fault? i felt so lost.. I realised that all along, i've been the one who is supporting the love.. The one who have been giving in to fights.. Because i was never loved.
It felt so wrong.. So wrong..
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 8:14 PM!
