Tuesday, November 07, 2006
I know i have no rights.. I nknow i had no say.. But i'm feeling down all the same.. This suckx.. I don't even know why i got so emotional.. I accidently saw the book which contained those wonderful memories.. Everything had changed so much.. I shouldn't live in the past anymore, should i? But still, i feel a hint of sadness... I wanna feel things the old way.. When everything was wonderful.. When kindness and consideration was there..
A surprise was even rejected.. It hurt me badly.. it felt as though i was not wanted.. No matter how much i wanna know the whereabouts, i never dared to ask out loud.. But i know if i'm not told, something bad is happening.. But i can only stare helplessly...
Must cure my emo-ness soon...
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 5:10 PM!
