Thursday, November 02, 2006
I felt lost and empty.. I've been doing tons of housework, trying to numb myself. Then i watched goong MTVs to make me forget. I even finished all the sewing work in the house, just to make myself forget the truth that will always exist in my heart...
My english teacher once asked me to write a compo "happiness". I wrote something bout a girl seeking revenge by creating discord between her ex and his new stead. And when she succeeded, she was not happy. He commented that it would have been better if wrote the essay in 3 parts. The first part is how happy i am with my stead. The second part is how upset i felt without him. And the third part is how i regained my happiness without him.. I have finished my first and second part of my essay.. But i cant start on my third at all..
Happiness, come find me?
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 9:35 PM!
