Friday, October 13, 2006
The world is crashing down... Yet because of this, i felt i have found a true friend.. And i'm not gonna let this fren go after i cry.. I'll never leave my rays of hope behind.. Especially when they are so dear.. And loyal... It hurts me... I can't believe liying is doing all these for me.. I feel so touched.. It's like.. someone is there to catch me when i fall.. So i make sure i'll gonna catch her if she does fall.. Cuz she's too dear to me..
I feel bad from causing so much trouble.. Little did i know that all my "friends" will desert me when i'm down and people that are not that close to me caught me when i fall...
Sometimes i wonder... Must i act infront of all those ppl? I feel that the world is very fake.. It is one fake ball covered with liars... you never know when people will back sab u.. This is so tiring...
After dehydrating myself for 3 days in a row, i'm pretty numb.. I finally know who are my true frenx.. Hahax.. I just need some comfort... Sometimes...
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:17 PM!
