Thursday, October 26, 2006
I was searching for my stupid entry proof when i stumbled across some band pictures and saw THE face.. THE face seemed so happy, so innocent, and so unliked now.. Who would have thought that such a sweet person can now threaten to call the police? My heart ached... So where's my sweet face? It is as though my sweet images have all evaporised.. And i'm filled with the cruelty and sadness of this whole gruesome event. All i can see are frowns, anger and unconditioned hatred.. Where did the sweet memories go? The time when THE person attempted to grab my hand at pan pacific, the one who took me to seoul garden and film how i eat, the one who brought me flowers on valentine's day... Where is THE person? Evaporised? Gone? Gone.
I hugged my tatty to sleep, the only darling which evoked my sweet memories. It felt warm and i thought it was alive! But anyway, if it was, i would be happy. But come to think of it, it is so hard to fit all the organs into it. imagine the blood vessels i have to fit in it. And to supply it with lungs and heart and the digestive system.. And i still gotta cut nostrils for it and a mouth!
Okie.. I'm going biology crazy.. I've been studying biology for 4 days? Gotta go study again.. Tata...
Must thank wan qing for hearing me wail yesterday.. It was embarrassing! But honestly, i cant believe i wailed.. And i was caught in the act by my neighbour. Hahax.. He's in the same school as i am.
Gotta go study, watch "yue guang shen bei" and eat dinner le. Tata..
Where did my beloved go?
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 6:31 PM!
