Saturday, October 14, 2006
I feel so tired of my life sometimes.. Maybe i never know how to deal with the world.. But i'm learning now.. Learning with small painful steps.. Yet, i never felt that this was horrible.. Because i know i was better off than what i had in the past.
When i was secondary one, i went through an ordeal like what i'm experiencing now.. I had it worst since i was all alone, standing on my two little feet.. It felt so bad.. When there was practically no one there.. Now i'm fortunate.. At least i know i have someone there for me.. Perhaps a lot of "someones" there for me.. I no longer felt lonely...
I thought my world was crashing down.. But When i look around, i realised that if i can stand on my two feet, i'm never crippled.. I can still support my world.. I can still see.. I can still breathe.. That's enough to last me for a whole lifetime...
I'll never die without being a fashion designer first.. And i wanna live to learn the arts of fashion and enjoy my life living someone i wanna be.. How can i die when i have such great dreams? I have such a long life ahead.. Cheerx to my dreams...
I just finished watching princess hours on you tube. The ending was lame.. It turned out that she might be pregnant.. BUT they have never done "it" before.. GOD... This is so weird.. Hahax.. But it was sweet.. I still loved it when the female lead was the crown princess and Shin was still the crown prince.. But i totally agree when shin's sister was to have the throne. Hahax.. I love sappy korean dramas! *gurgle*
smile always as the sun will always shine down on me... Muackies..
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 12:34 PM!
