Monday, September 04, 2006
These few days so stressful.. I am suppose to go back to malaysia to relax and all but before we set off, my dad saw my results and he is very unhappy bout it. Guess he dunno how to count the L1R5. Fail 2 subject doesn't mean u gotta count them into your L1R5. And it's not gonna affect. And because of this, my dad is giving the family a bad face. Cuz he has no more "face" le. WTH. One day, even when i succeed, i'll never give him the honour. I'll pay him back whatever he had given me. But i'll keep my honour. And don't he ever start boasting when i get whatever I want. I hate to become an issue of boasting... Last time when my sis got into ITE, he gave that face too. And never treated her good since that day, always being sarcastic to her.
When ever the family is around and there is no one else, he'll give that stupid look. But when my cousins are there, he'll be all smiles. What's with the fake front?! Show it out lahx. Worst still, he didn't tell me about it! So he expects me to play the stupid guessing game?! COME ON. And my mum got mad at him as a result.
Somehow, i didn't sense his anger til my mum told me. We sill went climbing bukit gombak and eating chendol. Just that i hated the shopping part bacause he never let me buy ANYTHING. And the worst thing was there are so many nice things there!
Enough of my dad.. Making my blood boil. I thought dads are suppose to give moral encouragement, not demoralise their kids when they don't do well. Trust me. Next time when i grow up, i'll take care of my mum more. Even if she hits me and stuff when i'm naughty, at least she cares for me. When i cant do well, she won't gimme that blackened face or whatsoever. She'll ask me to go for tuition and things like that. Also, i can communicate with her. And better still, she had never boasted bout me before. She'll only tell people who asked bout my achievements and not trying to compare me with my cousins like my dad. That is most irritaing. If he really like my cousins that much, might as well make them his daughters and let them care for him when he has aged. And i'm never gonna tok to him again during the holidays. Trust me. It's gonna be ez.
Anyway, it was coincidental that we went back and was invited to a 1 mth baby celebration. The baby kinda cute and got lotsa hair. Then i met this girl who is suppose to be my auntie but she's the same age as my elder cousin. She use to give piano lessons but now quit le cuz she's going overseas to study. She very cheerful and nice which is a relief.. hah.
There is one experience i must share here. That is the eating of the sugar cane. In singapore, we all drink sugar cane juice but have you all ever chewed on a sugar cane before and suck the juice? The experience is nice! And the best part is it helps to keep the teeth healthy. My teeth bled while i was chewing. But no pain was felt. It was like the blood which flowed bout when we brush our teeth.. =]
Anyway, must go jia you le.. Haix.. Don't wanna be nagged at anymore.. Muackies.
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 8:57 AM!
