Saturday, September 09, 2006
I never knew that when i care, i'll be hurt with words like i don't understand. I felt redundant. I never wanted to show that i understood. I'm just concerned. And even if i donb't understand you, you can explain to me but just don't shoot me with such a word. It hurts. It felt as though i've done a million bad things and i deserve such a punishment for caring about you. I'm sorry. I can no longer contain myself. I felt hurt and lost.
How many more days do i have to continue to hurt? I know you are drifting away. And so am i. But i hate to let go for i never want to lose you. But it seems as though you want to get rid of me very much. Because i meant nothing to you.
I believed a stray dog meant more to you.
Have been studying for so long.. So tired of studying. Everytime i stare into a book, i feel so sleeeepy.. And i felt so bothered by some things. Guess i need to get a breather and a life. Time to move on.
BTW, Happy belated bday LYOE!!! (yesterday was his birthday)
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 5:11 PM!
