Sometimes i feel so upset.. In a few seconds, i wished i can break out in tears.. Sometimes, i wished i can fly away or even go to a place where i can find happiness..
Some brought me happiness.. But grief as well.. I feel excluded.. But what can i say or do? Beg to be accepted? Or beg to be forgiven when i had done nothing? I feel horrible..
There were happy moments of course.. But the sad ones make me shudder.. I never wanna experience that that again.. Never.. But i'm defenceless...
What should i do..?
Earth, open up and swallow me..
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 8:40 AM!
NOTE
I'm DreAmINg A FaSHioNiSt DreaM ANd An ACCounTanT DreaM~!
LiVE LiFe TO thE FuLLeST~
ME
SCHool Leavin' CSS JJC BirthDAE
10 NOV LuRVESsS
flowers like tulips,roses and ester lilies
the beach!
Japanese food & seafood
watch CARTOONS
adventure!!
listen and watch people play the piano
[[WiShLiSt]]
a digital camera
a laptop
have a slpover at fren's house a prom dress of my dreams~
a unique earphone (must be designed) a handphone
LOTS AND LOTS OF SALMON SASHIMI WITH WASABI AND SOY SAUCE
an ADIDAS jacket
for people to love me for who i am and not what they want me to be
listen and watch people play E piano for me on my bdae.. Smth classical or slow jazz?
HatEsS
feeling sick
feeling pressured
COCKROACHES
a meaningless life
being lied to
