Saturday, July 08, 2006
munching on tomato flavoured twisties now.. Learning to forget and live on.. Never wanna feel the heart ache again.. For i shouldn't even be having a heart ache now.. But when i see things i dun wanna see, i cant help getting a mixed up feeling.. I dunno..
Just let me live in my own imagination.. Please..
I dunno.. I believe some things are just not meant to be.. If the thing is yours, u'll get it.. If it's not, even if u fight hard for it, you wun get it.. That's fate for u..
I feel unwanted at times.. It's when u tot someone's gonna care bout u but just dun.. Instead, went to care for someone else. That feeling's awful.. Sometimes i just wan some attention from some ppl but.. Haix. Maybe i dun even hold a place in your good frenz list.. Who knows? Afterall, i noe i've done tons of things for you and i felt like i'm treated like shit. Thankx.
Just now went to sax sectionals. Pretty fun but i really hope E playing will be much better.. I wan them all to graduate without any regrets of not playing well.. Trust me. The feeling's not good. So gambatte, k?
Todae's the 7th of july.. Yay~! Rafiq's bdae.. Happy bdae, dear! Heehx. Dun care bout counsellors that much k? Hahax.. U've matured.. Heehx.
Really wanna go swimming... haix..
Just now was playing this lame game in class.. Not suppose to sae "you, me/i, he/she". hehex. Very fun.. Get to hit a lot of ppl and get hit a lot of times.. Ouch.. Then play concentration game which didn't last for very long.. Hahax. But it was fun anywae. I love it. A bit rough but i'm not a gentle woman afterall, am i?
Gtg jogging soon. Muackies.
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:25 AM!
