Tuesday, July 18, 2006
I realise things that are feared usually stopped many from going out far.. Many know they must venture out of their comfort zones but little are willing to..
I am not a bad swimming. Neither can i say i am a good one, of course. But at least i can swim without touching the floor of the pool. However, i have this fear that kept me away from the deeper waters..
When i was younger, i was swimming in a deep area when i suddenly felt very tired and exhausted.. I wanted to rest, to stand up, but unfortunately, my feet cannot touch the ground. I was horror stricken. After a few seconds of struggling, i forced myself to swim all the way back to the shallow areas. Since then, i have fear for deep pools. The furtest i can go is the 1.4m area..
Yesterday, i went swimming again.. I saw the bottom of the pool.. The middle of the pool is so deep.. It freaked me out. My father encouraged me to get into the deeper waters but fear got the better of me.. I guess i must slowly work my way out to defeat my fear.
Wonder why i'm not posting as much as before? Because my exams are near.. Gotta study~! Muackies.
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 8:27 AM!
