Sunday, June 25, 2006
yea.. You make it sound even better than when you sing it..
Help me when i'm in trouble? Stand by me? Yea... I'll make sure i dream of it at night.
Or maybe, it's so fake that i cant even dream bout it.
Where were you when i was facing the consequences of something WE did?
Where were you when i need you? Partying?
And you sae you'll be there for me?
yea..
In YOUR dreams.
I shouldn't even have trusted you.. Making you look so beautiful in my image. Telling others how wonderful you are..
Of course, you are beautiful, ONCE.
Then everything changed.
Cycle in the rain to give me a stupid lip balm? Ya sure.. You'll never do that in a million years AGAIN.
When i was so desperate todae, begging you, whining even.. And wad did you do? You leave me to die.
Yea.. Of course i couldn't blame your, perfect person. I only have mysle fto blame. For putting so much trust and hope into you that i totally broke down when i was on the bus.
Imagine that.
Todae was the sadest POP i had witnessed all these years.. Haix.. Don't wanna comment much on it.. Bottom line, no sec 4s got promoted. AND the playng could have been much improved. AND the sec4s should have done something.. Haix.. Felt so sorry..
But i was pretty touched when i got E gift from my sec 2s.. Then wanna cry.. So faster hug rafiq.. If not really cry le.. But a bit sad.. Edward like wan me to leave quickly.. And he's not even present when the gifts are received.. Haix.. But youjing leeling and rafiq are SWEET!! So is ting ting and xinyi.. Though xin yi in batam then not here.. Wonder when edward will start missing me? Maybe he wun even after i died? Haix.
Had a long and nce tok with kenneth.. he's pretty cool~ I tink i very retarded though.. Heh.. GTG do hmwk le.. Cheers.
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 11:55 AM!
