Sunday, June 11, 2006
People are really weird creatures.. I realise that when they enter blogs that are pretty normal and don't really have anything special, they WILL NOT tag.. Or have any comments.. But when they enter blogs that are of lesbians or gays or weird ppl who are deemed annoying, they have much to tag. Even if they are strangers to the bloggers themselves.. Remember the blog "somebody and kero"? it's all so fuzzy.. People hated it and they still go and see? And go to Ting Ting's blog! Go to the webbie she said it's funny. There's a link there. There are 3 "so called annoying" ppl who are bloggers. And the ppl who tagged are like scolding em or smth.. But sill a lot of ppl tagged!!!
And do you have the habit of covering your face and peeking thru the gaps b/w your fingers when you watch horror movies? It's like you tell yourself you don't wan to see the ghost. But at the same time, when u hear the stereo effects, you are so tempted to have a peek. And when you see the ghost, you get frightened.. Hahax.. I'm one of the victims of the irony of human beings.
I really like to observe ppl.. Not that i'm crazy or anithing.. But you can really learn a lot by watching how ppl behave.. And you'll have a lot ideas. Be it a story, a comic strip, a poem or a piece of painting. Plus, it's a time when you enter that soul of yours and start thinking like nobody's business.. And that's what i have been avoiding for ages.. I've not thought much for ages.. I prefered to push the thoughts away so i will not reflect on whatever i had done.. I have "awaken" a few times yet it was not enuf to kick me into action. Yesterdae, my mum's words pricked me.. Hard. There's this news on a future doc who's gonna graduate soon but was jailed cuz he took drugs. He's a gay and even went to a hotel with 2 other gays to have sex and take drugs. He has to suffer serious consequences and can no longer be a doc. My mum toked to me.. And suddenly, anyone who knew me would have known where the topic led to.
I kept afirm front though my heart was in a mess.. The familiar sense of pain came flooding back.. What had i done..? And all at once, i sprung into action like a furious tigeress.. Tearing everything to shreds.
I day-dreamt about myself living in a beautiful condo with my beloved dog.. And just spending every second of my time being happy.. With no one.. Just me and my dog and my family and friends. How i wished i had a dog.. *Note to sihui: day-dreaming is good! It helps you know what you really want.. But too much of it will be disastrous *winks*
And i suddenly remembered something i DON'T WANT to remember.. I ate pig's trotters yest.. WAAAAH!!! I had refrain from that fatty food since goodness knows when.. And i actually ate a big piece cuz my mum saes that E substance in E pig skin will make my skin smooth.. And i actually believed her.. Oh wells.. And E worst part was i didn't noe E kong4 bak4 pao1 has so much fats in it.. It's so oily.. I only found out when i bit into it this morning... Haix.. Tricked by it's dry appearance.. URGH.
I'm looking forward to TMR! Cuz tmr, my daddy's gona bring us all to pulau ubin to cycle. And to eat seafood!!! MY FAVE! I'm so gonna love it~ Cheers~
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 2:42 AM!
