Tuesday, June 13, 2006
I've been feeling gloomy E whole day.. Cuz i feel a good fren had been taken awae from me..
She won't share her secrets though i shared my darkest one with her..
She does not want be to share her secret codes which she shared with some others..
I wanna be there for her when she's sad but she never seems to want it..
She's upset but by doing some things she does, she feels betta and it makes me feel worst..
Perhaps i'm a little PMSsy? I just don't feel good and it had been for a long time.. I just dunno how to put it across.. Haix.. Am i selfish by hoping she'll not hurt me anymore?
I've been so sad and still that i feel liek i need pampering.. So i took a long bath.. It was kinda helpful~ And i've been steaming my face with the steam that rises from the rice cooker.. My mum told me she heard from the radio that by doing so, the skin will become smoother.. (GALS ALLERT! MUST try!)
oh wells..
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 9:44 AM!