Saturday, July 01, 2006
I have every right to be upset, ok?! Cause these are my feelings and I AM NOT HIDING THEM.
I've been feeling down lately, ok? My sch is like stressing me all the time! This is very very frustrating.. So of course i need a little play time and pleasure at home to relax right? But guess wad? All i wanted to do was to paint MY room and my mum forbade it? And the excuse she gave was that my L1R5 already very low le, then still wanna play around.
COME ON LOR.
Gimme a break.
Totally don't wanna tok to her le. Yes, i must study. But not 24 hrs a day, rite?! And it's not like the teachers is school are not stretching me. Wad is this nonsense thinking that i am not working hard at all? I just wan to paint and i'll have it MY wae since I am the one who is staying in that room! I am so gonna get the brushes out tml and lock the door. Starve me, scare me or wadever, i'm getting it done. Cuz it's MY room.
After o level's, the paint wld have dried up. Plus, it's gonna take bout 5 hrs to finish that room. 5 hrs! And there is no need to buy more paint. FORGET IT. I'm doing it tml. Fullstop.
The immense stress is killing me. Driving me back to the dark hole which proved to be much cooler..
**stay away**
Btw, just wanna wish cheryl a happy bdae~
JiaMin GROwLEd @ 7:05 AM!
